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Khaled91 last won the day on October 31 2014

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About Khaled91

  • Birthday 02/19/1991

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    Video games, Football (soccer), Science, Astronomy, Enjoying my painful topical medications !!

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  1. I praise you for being optimistic regardless of how much you seem to be struggling It moves me when I see others suffering, You've no idea the extent to which my desire to help every single person having his life ruined because of something he has no control over but what can I do I can't even help myself Urghhhhh it kills me.
  2. Agreed in most aspects, the psychological factor doesn't bother me that much lately though in terms of scarring I've given up to reality "Still sad but have come to an understanding with my condition" However what irritates me is that my face actually hurts like hell recently because of active acne I can't sleep on my cheeks or enjoy anything while my face is stinging 24/7.... I've tried all kinds of topical and oral medications either my body can't handle it or it has absolutely zero effect on
  3. Venting is good for the soul, Almost 100% of topics and posts related to psychological causes of acne all over the forum you'll notice a vast wide variety of people expressing their depression the same way you just did, Saying the same exact words, And grieving with the same exhausted mentality because of something they've never had any idea what the extent of the devastation to which it would cause to someone before it impacted them. I'm not sure anymore if there is a perfect combination of
  4. You definitely have guts, I get terrified when I remotely touch my skin in the morning while washing it !! However I'm so glad for you that you managed to get results to a satisfactory extent.
  5. It's the bitter reality we all had and still have to go through of course every single one of us can relate to your story, I'm understanding to the point that I never censured people who pointed it out having considered the possibility that they had no idea how devastating it is to us being dissected and interrogated "Metaphorically speaking" about the root cause of our hyperpigmented skin. I still remember people's stares and comments in regard to my skin 8 years ago it's really something y
  6. I personally don't hold any grudge against him obviously what he's doing is helpful for other people and as I said no one has the right to deny anybody from thinking that way. It's just that our disbelief derives its strength from seeing these kinds of videos with absolutely zero effect, Thus I start thinking to myself "Omg I've sought so many of these videos and articles claiming to have massive impact on my negative mentality yet I feel awful because now that It didn't influence me in any
  7. I can't help but think of these hysterical concepts, Please don't judge my messed up mentality just blame the circumstances. A parallel universe : Oh man I haven't been getting acne for 8 years it sucks and what devastates me even more is that my skin is so smooth also having this really annoying red tone around my cheeks. Why Can't I just be like the vast majority with bumpy complexion !!!! Is it too much to ask. Having said that it illustrates how normality and ordinariness are the onl
  8. @SNDR To be honest it's pathetic sometimes I try to setup this kind of atmosphere deliberately and try to maintain this belief that it's not severe as it appears under bright lights actually It improves my mood a ton then one day I take a quick spontaneous glance at my face while washing it in the morning and return to the zeropoint again. The cycle goes on. But seriously I'm starting to deeply believe that scars specifically and skin in general gets affected tremendously based on how h
  9. Yeah right I totally forgot, My dermatologist suggested "Vbeam" during my accutane course every 3 weeks, However I didn't do it because all I heard about was how unsafe it is having similar procedures during accutane. As I said I had the exact same red marks around my cheeks and it took about 5 months to start fading out, I don't go out in daylight unless I'm forced to also I always wear sunscreen so it's either that or exfoliation but the redness is definitely not as apparent as it was and I'
  10. Antidepressants work on the mood regardless of the circumstances I assume it makes a depressed person tend not to make a big deal about what he thought is the source of his dilemma and undervalue from its importance to him, I dunno how this process functions exactly but a friend of mine had been on Prozac and he assured me it helped him a ton to disregard the root cause that made him suffer from psychological disorders in the first place. I've come across people who said that if they invent
  11. @SNDR Lotion with permanent effectiveness I wouldn't mind applying any disgusting matter on my whole body just to smooth out my skin texture when I go out.
  12. Pimples filled with blood and fluids are the worst but I praise you for being cautious enough not to pop them, basically as far as I know vessels tend to clot blood where this kind of pimples occurs. I had the same problem but I wasn't as wary as you were unfortunately I couldn't help but surrender to the urgent desire to unintentionally squeeze them so it left me some depressed scars around my cheeks. To be frank I dunno what kind of treatment or medication is the most suitable for this kin
  13. I've noticed that you always have low regard for your looks let's say that other people sees you through a different perspective from what you have in mind having said that if you want my honest superficial opinion I think you're good looking even with scars. Plus you've the courage to post tons of pictures over the internet I wouldn't dare anymore to even secretly take a quick glance at my own face!!
  14. Same here, Every goddamn night I sleep hoping for a miracle the next day nevertheless I know down inside it's not gonna happen why would things change miraculously all of a sudden when there aren't even the slightest indications. It's been 8 years for me how many more years will this thing waste of my life. "Not just life it's the exact time where we should be enjoying it to the fullest not spending the most precious period of our life span overwhelmingly in an everlasting overthinking mode.
  15. I'm quite depressed actually with a failed suicide attempt stopped taking Accutane because it made my condition get worse and for other reasons then I was prescribed antidepressants and refused to take it because I knew it was gonna mess me up more, Just reading the side effects makes me wanna vomit (Headache - upset stomach - shivering - dizziness - trouble sleeping - loss of appetite - fever - muscle aches - rash - hair loss - inflamed joints ) And other probable side effects far more dangero