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About ShootToThrill

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  1. I've been on tazorac since March 2006. I love it. I have a lot of scars but at least the acne is gone.
  2. I'm a junior and I've had it for around 4 years. I'm clear now but I have soo many scars, [hyperpigmentation] I thought as soon as my acne was gone, I would have some self confidence but it never happened. My mom is 50 too and she has no wrinkles or anything, her skin is AMAZING, people think she's like in her 30s. I'm so sick of acne. I want to put my hair up for once but I can't even do that. ugh
  3. One of the songs: Fade to Black by Metallica Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things are not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this cant be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now hes gone N
  4. 1) I have no fatal illness [like cancer] 2) I have some money in the bank.. not a lot but better then nothing. 3) I'm not blind or deaf. 4) I'm a nice person. People have said to me that I'm the nicest person they ever met. 5) I have my friends. 6) I have unnecessary things that people in other countries would think of as luxuries.. computer, cell phone, tv, etc. 7) Hopefully one day, few years from now, I will be a stronger person because of the mental/physical abuse and all the other things
  5. That might be true to most people. I have 2 more years left of high school. I have a feeling I'm seeing a lot of these people though..
  6. He picked my best friend over me. I don't know why I even tried. It sure hurt though.
  7. The thing is in one of the classes that I'm most freaked out about [with the presentations and all] I don't know ANYONE. not one person. Thank you though. this is why I can't wait until college. Hopefully people will be more mature, these people are so immature. Aww I'm sorry. This happened to me too once, I got put in a class with a bunch of jerks who used to harass me when I was younger. Just ignore them is the best advice you should take. Don't worry cause atleast you know that your a
  8. My schedule got changed around and in two of my classes, I'm with people who used to make fun of me in freshman year [junior now]. My counselor won't change my schedule so I'm stuck in these classes. The class is like 90% presentations if not more. I don't know what I'm going to do. Yeah, my skin is better but I'm so scared they're going to make my life living hell again. I still wear make up and I just have a lot of scars now. I don't know what to do.. I seriously think I'll have a panic attack
  9. I have the same kind of dreams. My acne is gone but I have so many scars left over [tazorac can only do so much] I have dreams where my face is covered in cysts and one of the dreams, I was rushed to the hospital because all of a sudden I started getting these huge cyts all over my face! It seems so real and I wake up panicing. So trust me, I know how you feel
  10. My dermatologist prescribed me Aclaro and my follow up visit is in December so hopefully by then my hyperpigmentation will be better. I was wondering when I should use it. I use triaz pads [3% BP] in the morning and Tazorac at night. Should I just put it on after Tazorac?
  11. I was wondering if anyone tried it before and if it gives good coverage? I use colorstay right now but I'm starting to hate the fact it stays on like glue..
  12. Thank you! You made me feel better. And I’m from northern NJ too. I wish I had the same attitude concerning life..honestly I tried too. I sorta gave up faith in God.. I don’t know. I do remind myself something similar, “if you couldn’t handle this, it wouldn’t have happened� I’ve had people call me ugly. It hurts.. But I’ve had people call me pretty too just like people said to you and I also think it’s bullshit. I just can’t see