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Frank*L

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  1. yea man I hear you I just turned 31 and I'm feeling the same way as you. I need to break out of this cycle of depression I'm putting myself in. I wasted my 20's away now I'm on my way to waste my 30's. I can't let that happen. My acne itself isn't that bad anymore even tho I still break out. I'm super bummed about the pitted scars it left behind. They are pretty bad, especially compared to a lot of people on here who post their pictures complaining about their scars. Anyway I really need to
  2. ^ This Don't worry about people on T.V its all fake. Perfect mix of lighting, makeup and camera angles so don't worry about that. Since I have acne scars I am pretty observant of other peoples skin and everyone has flaws.
  3. My day off from work. Realizing I'm trapped in my apartment I had an anxiety attack. Broke out with a couple of spots because I decided to step outside into the sun. What the fuck is wrong with me.
  4. It'll be alright dude you still have your health. I know you don't want to hear that but its true. Your alive and breathing bro dont let acne control you. Sure you probably will never be a model but whatever you can still lead a normal life. If it makes you feel any better I'm 31, no kids never been married, have a shit job, little money and have severe acne scars. My life is shit. I'm sure you'res is better by a long shot. Your going to college dude! I grew up poor as hell and college wasn't ev
  5. I really really appreciate the video. I'll probably watch it a few more times because I can tell your sincere. Means a lot to me. Everything you said in the video I tell myself everyday. Everyday I tell myself today is the day shit changes but I revert back into depression. Its tough man. I'll let it go one day. Its hard tho
  6. I agree but then again I can be objective and admit I only feel this way because I'm depressed.
  7. The lighting part is what gets to me the most. Some lighting I'm like whatever its not that bad and I start feeling good. Then I catch a glimpse of myself in different lighting and it looks like my face is melting off. Agree with not minding imperfections. If my scars were like 50 percent better i'd be like whatever I'm a dude with acne scars. I m not a vein person. But the severity of my scars kill me inside. You're not alone is my point I guess.
  8. @LEE1234 just injecting a little bit of humor into the situation. get over yourself dude EDIT- I was just letting her know how a lot of guys think. Not necessarily you. I'm sure you have standards. So whatever. Don't want no drama.
  9. Its getting hotter and more humid here in Texas so here come the breakouts. yay
  10. Honestly, when people say things like "Paris Hilton is ugly," it really makes me feel that much worse about the way I look by comparison... People are just talking crap. if she strolled into these dudes bedroom one night they'd sh*t their pants in excitement. Other body fluids would be released as well. Everyone is a critic on the internet. True I'll pick Hilton over the YouTube chick. Naw I'd take youtube chick. She seems smart. She just needs someone to tell her shes full of sh*t and was
  11. Mom had basic hormonal acne I guess. Nothing serious 1 or 2 spots. No scaring. My dads skin is flawless. he is pushing 60 and he hardly even has a wrinkle. WTF happened to me then?
  12. Honestly, when people say things like "Paris Hilton is ugly," it really makes me feel that much worse about the way I look by comparison... People are just talking crap. if she strolled into these dudes bedroom one night they'd sh*t their pants in excitement. Other body fluids would be released as well. Everyone is a critic on the internet.
  13. I understand the high school part. I was bullied pretty badly that was before I broke out with cystic acne at like 19. When I graduated I was like ok time for anew start then bam acne happened. Now I have pretty bad scaring and it sucks. I have no social life. All I do is go to work then go straight home. Then the viscous cycle starts all over again. I try to hold back anxiety attacks all day. Sucks. So yea I can relate. All I can tell you is what I tell myself, just hang in there. Maybe
  14. yea we think alike. I tried looking at the big picture. There is a video on youtube called the pale blue dot by Carl Sagan that really puts things in perspective. problem is at the age of 31 now I'm just tired. I'm not the person I want to be so looking at the big picture doesn't work for me anymore ya know? Being alive, breathing and doing what I want to do regardless of how I feel about myself doesn't mean sh*t when I'm always alone. By the way this girl isn't even ugly. She just looks
  15. Sometimes I wished a family member pointed out my acne. I never really cared until it was too late. Nobody I loved said anything or offered any help. And now hear I am with a face full of scars. Maybe a aunt ridiculing me would of been a good thing for me. I was so ignorant its pathetic.
  16. Nick Diaz. Socially awkward, has social anxiety, grew up in a messed up situation, was bullied and now is a fighter. Took all his rage and focused it into martial arts. No he doesn't have acne, has nothing to do with that its about being a man and standing up for yourself. He is everything i wish I was. Thats my f*cking hero. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koEAl-50foE
  17. Naw people don't mirror me but as I'm talking peoples eyes are looking up and down left and right judging...judging...not paying attention. then I lose focus and can't find the words to say then panic then say...whatever. Cut the convo which makes me socially awkward. People judging.
  18. having a group of people standing around me at work talking sh*t about my acne to each other as if I'm not even there as I had to wait in line for something. I felt like raging I was so close to slapping a b*tch. I kept my cool tho. But thats a major memory that always comes back to me when I get anxiety attacks or start feeling really down. That memory.
  19. judging from your picture, and the fact that you took a picture, posted as your avatar on your profile and are smiling big in it I'm sure your a pretty girl. Acne wont take away from your features and personality unless you let it. So whatever you'll find another dude. I have an anxiety of meeting girls I used to talk to 12+ years ago before I had bad acne and now acne scaring. I've seen a few people around from high school like at grocery stores and such and I f*cking duck for cover. I went
  20. Naw my dreams are mostly awesome. Like I dream about being social, having friends, and doing sh*t I dont do in real life. The messed up part is waking up in the morning knowing it was all just a dream. Then having to drag my ass out of bed and go to work and face the day.
  21. they got shit flying in outer space, we are communicating with each other sending pics and vids through wire or through the air, spaceships, rover on f*ckin Mars bla blah blah but acne is stilll around wtf man. hopefully they can find some skin regenerating laser or something to get rid of acne scars once and for all too. I'm convinced every method out right now for acne scars is total b.s.
  22. birthday was yesterday and I got a breakout which I haven't had in months, fuck yea! I love life bro
  23. yea same with me, its not that noticeable unless I'm really looking for it or in certain lighting but after I shower its very noticeable until my face dries up. Especially after hot showers. Have you tired using dandruff shampoo on your face? I'm about to do that, some people have saide that'll cure it temporally. tried it once but it turned my face really red and super dry so I just didn't do it again. I heard you have to do it for a few weeks before it improves it wont happen after one app
  24. yea same with me, its not that noticeable unless I'm really looking for it or in certain lighting but after I shower its very noticeable until my face dries up. Especially after hot showers.
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