I had the same problem for years. It could be chlorine intolerance, chlorine is in all tap water. Try washing with bottled water and drinking juices etc. Although i cant see any redness, you sure you dont have BDD?
I by chance read your post and decided to sign up so i can reply. I feel exactly the same. I am male, 24, have scars, find it hard to go out and socialize, try to avoid seeing myself in the mirror, am a musician and is thought to have BDD. Its good to here your story we are both in the same boat bro. This is how you can get better: 1. Understand the fact that there ARE many many shallow, narcissistic, egotistical, cruel people and girls in the world who will judge and criticse people for thei