I was watching tv recently and I kept seeing all these people that were so attractive. It made me envy them. So much is outside our control. I can try and do this or that but, still, fate is not in my hands. I have zero control on everything. Since I started reading self help, I am taking action, and approaching more things in life I failed to do before. I am not giving myself excuses or ways out. I am just trying to succeed. I realize things like acne or disease, things like biology, genetics,