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BlackStar85

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About BlackStar85

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  • Birthday 04/04/1985

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  1. Yeh ive get you...ive got a kinda bipolar styled attitude to acne i range frm like being able to get on with life n deal n still be me, full of laughs sarcasm n fun then the next im the opposite seclude myself, overthink n obsess n go dark which is a pretty awful place to be in...we know we need to try and deal and get on with life n learn to say ah well fuck it its not goin anywhere anytime soon so lets jus do this living nonsense anyway bt who knows how you do that i thnk ive let the psycholog
  2. Yeh ive get you...ive got a kinda bipolar styled attitude to acne i range frm like being able to get on with life n deal n still be me, full of laughs sarcasm n fun then the next im the opposite seclude myself, overthink n obsess n go dark which is a pretty awful place to be in...we know we need to try and deal and get on with life n learn to say ah well fuck it its not goin anywhere anytime soon so lets jus do this living nonsense anyway bt who knows how you do that i thnk ive let the psycholog
  3. Dont talk to me abotu those damn antiobiotics you get the IB life is hell, improves a hell of a lot of months on end then booom comes back and with an army! Unless your female and can go on dianette look into accutane/roaccutane isnt successful for everyone but it gives the best results.....dont get me wrong both at the beginning for 3-6 months will cause you all kinds of hell and itll give you the worst acne you've ever had in your life! but when it clears it clears...slowly but surely but man
  4. aye! but not so much now unless its bad i try to get on with it cause to be fair the person who has the biggest problem with it and what people thnk.... is me. I think its cause over the past 5yrs ive been clear for a gd few yrs then came back with a vengence then clear again....u get me but it seriously got to me psychologically i was constantly in my room avoiding nights out etc I dont do that now cause it can get all kindsa dark n shady n thats how u end up obssessing. Hard to go out when u g
  5. Wow.......first off Acne is not an insecurity its an incurable skin disease mostly centred on the face of suffers. Yep we all have insecurites and its about learning to do with your inner insecurities but you cannot say that to a person battling severe active acne because its your face, its what your mostly first judged on, its the first thing people see and its what the media centre on being close to perfection so you tell me how exactly a person with acne or scarring is meant to try and deal w
  6. Always dude, Acne brings some dark times with it eh....keep the hope! Try anything and everything, dont be fobbed off by drs and hopefully you will find something that will improve it. Regardless itll take time, months no doubt bt this board is proof it can happen and get yourself on here for support S x
  7. Yeah im the same my moods constantly up and down depending on how bad my acne is and if it keeps me from doing stuff - like you know Initial Breakout thats when you're at your lowest but when you seen improvements you get a bit of hope back but that time during the IB its seriously dark times! To be honest I think its mostly how we see ourselves as opposed to how we're seen. Do you know its wierd you'd think someone with acne would avoid seeing themsevles in mirrors but man I obsess and I think
  8. Few people on the board here saying the guy shouldnt go on so much cause its not on his face - his body is still scarred! Yeah he can hide it but its still his body, it still affects him and interferes with his life..scarring on face can be covered with concealer but its still gonna bother you, its still gonna be under there...so thats not fair guys! Dude my advice if you meet a girl let her see right away, dont make a big issue of it just tell her show her and most girls actually wont care wer
  9. First time round i noticed considerably less breakouts at 3/4 months was virtually clear at 6 2nd time round aboug the same 3rd time still not clear at 6 Comin off it is hell on earth so stay on it as long as u csn hun xxp
  10. Do you wish when laying in bed doing that thinking thing that you either: 1) wouldnt wake up in the morning, not suicidal but just wish it was over 2) that you were someone else completely Both due to the psychological effects of acne. Why dont people understand how badly it affects us - your face is the first thing anyone sees y isnt acne taking more seriously.....as dramatic and demeaning as it may seem we are suffers, acne suffers cause each one of us suffers everyday n have done or
  11. True story Abigail!! Girls r more likely to look beyond the acne but guys - hate to say it but they are more fixed on havin arm candy, somethin pretty to look at etc but not all. If u have acne ur more likely to get with someone who has or had suffered or someone u know in college, work who can c who u really are as a person. The world is judgemental bt i promise not ALL guys r like tht u hav to be prepared tho for the ones tht r and vica versa for girls xxx
  12. Im gonna be such a buzz kill... I came off dianette was perfectly clear for 3/4 months then boooom spots. Was put back on dianette same again was then put on it for a 3rd time andnow its not doing its thing 6months in still breakin out new spots appear everyday mostly nodules/mild cysts so no idea wats next might try goin on an anti b with the bcp Total wits end ( Cant do this again! Dnt want to go down the accutane route if it doesnt sort it so where do we go frm here...... Love to ya xx
  13. I was about as low as you could get, i dont want to get into it cause its kinda upsetting as my acne has returned and im not doing to grand but post acne is awesome!!! !!! The psychological effects can be worked on and ur once ur confidence builds u start to feel like yourself again andno more hiding away or missin out on life ) one day u jus wake up and u dont mind lookin in the mirror xx
  14. Looks dont make a relationship...guys gotta have the goods nice hair, good dress sense or their own style, cracking banter, kind, thoughtful, not afraid to say what he feels. When i was younger looks were it all but thts not the case now obviously good lookin guys r tossers or dull. ) xx
  15. People have toom their own lives because of the issues acne causes so you will be taken deadly serious here hun. People judge and its all about acceptin acne is what u have not who u r and u r so much more than an acne sufferer....how easy is that to say!not so easy to believe. Acne robs u of a life if u let it, uneed to train yourself to care less about what others think or itll tear u down to the point u wish u would wake up in the morning. I know when i look at myself its disgust i feel and u
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