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Its been a long time. I stopped coming here when the site moved to web 2.0 design. 2010-2011 I spent a lot of time here. Now, though, there is little to gain for me here. Reading other`s posts just reminds me of my own past and current hardships. There is so much pity, that, as someone else said, when you repeat yoourself over and over it gets old. The staff tries to keep this a positive place. One of my own negative threads and posts in one thread were removed. I understand that, its a busine

Are you asian? (I see from your avatar). I heard through the internets that there is some hate towards asian-races in Australia. Like US has stressful terms with mexicans and Baltics with Russians. Nothing to do with your acne, just things are like that, by default. Stay strong.

Please give me your opinions. This is the anonymous internet, so tell me your thoughts, whatever they are, please. I want to know how people view me.

They probably made up their opinions about me. Im tired pretending. Im unstable now, I know whats it like sending emails in middle of night.

I finished Roaccutane course in January. But here I am, just washed my face 2 times in a row and I have lots of acne again. Actually planning to go to make a call to derm, make a visit, go on 2nd course? I pretty much have to wash my face 3 times a day now, super oily. I know what you say, my face was also clean *during* the course, and some 2-3 months after. But everything comes back.

A cyst is basically a big pimple... deep, with lots of pus (yellowish white stuff in it). I bet you had some of those.

Maybe we get a decrease/disadvantage in one aspect, skin, and get an increase/advantage in some other aspect (maybe). I just havent found my "advantage" yet.

Awesome! I am at Newman in Birmingham studying primary teaching specialising in Art! I love drawing and painting but my teacher says I need to challenge myself so I want to work on digital art. I want to buy a MacBook but unfortunately I do not piss money. What computer do you use for yours? Can you show us some of your art? That is tragic that you havent smiled for years! Try watching this without smiling... You spoiled my mood with that vid. Whats up with Try watching this without s

How to do it?

I guess I have to write an update. Been some 4 months since ROA course. Sometimes I get clustered pimples on my chin, you know those small ones with pus... they go away with little pressure and/or during washing. My nose is super oily. Sun is hot here, I was outside a lot yesterday and immediately had to "pay". Staying in the shadows helps overall... so thats my tactics against sun. But still have to go outside make my life. Psychiatrist offered me Serdolect, 4 mg. You know, maybe this isnt ju

3. Nothing significant happened.

You could meet your first love again? I can meet her, she works 2km away... but I wont do that, because it kind of ended on a creepy note (me being the creep) Besides I cant offer much to her, being broke financially and socially... As for you goes, I had the impression you were really chill now, even with your scars (I have them too). I think you have to tell her that there were some harsh times in your life and it had an impact on you, but youd really like to meet her.