I have struggled with obsessing over my skin for years. I keep a mirror in my purse and check it whenever I'm out in in bathroom or on lunch breaks. My skin was only ever super clear on the pill. Trying for for baby now and it's back to breaking out a week before and after my period. I don't have terrible acne but the occasional small cyst and inflamed acne around my chin during hormonal times. But I pick the heck out of my skin! Ive been trying so hard to stop and lasted about two weeks this time and broke down. It makes me feel like a monster and I hide at home sometimes. However I do find that going out people treat me the same. I am going to see a psychologist in two weeks for help. Does anyone else relate? I am sick on this obsession and wish I was back on the pill. I feel gross and like people stare at my skin but I honestly never notice that happening. Everyone says my skin isn't that bad but I know it's worse than some of my friends. I am sick of acne ruining my life but glad I have friends who care about me and look past my scabs. Ugh need to rant.