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Its So Hard, Too Hard...acne

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I was writing such a huge text and the pc just restarted and everything gone, fuck fuck fuck !. Now I will write again but shortly. Acne ruined my life and this shit going further. Its so hard to fight with it, with acne and with feelings. Its so hard to go in the street, its so hard to talk with peole, its so weird to use make up(I am a man, but just cant not to use, its to bad, what is more currently make up is so shit speaking about coverage, I waiting for a dermablend).Almost no friend, no girlfriend, afraid to fall out university(I'm serious) and muh more shity things. If there is such a thing as LIFE then I am death. What I actually do- get up,eat, going to university, going home, eat,TRYING to study,eat, going to sleep. And all over again. If this is the life then I dont need it. I just want to feel free, for me freedom is clear face, if you have it you are the king, many people cant even imagine what they have, its so so weird. Maybe I am wrong,maybe its just another case of severe acne, not a cancer, just acne. But both kills your slowly. Nevermind that acne will go away one day, and cancer can kill you in years or two( I dont know much about it). I am living now, not in the future, where I will have cleat skin and will be free as a bird. Maybe. I started to use antidepressants before some days, I hope it will help me somewhow. I need a person to listen to me and understand. I am male,19,with severe(now) acne(I want to believe moderate to severe in some areas). I thing I need a friend. Write to me, someone, I am human, not a monster inside me, please

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what have you tried? Have seen a dermatologist? I found Dan's regimen works great:) It takes time to find what works for your skin so do not despair keep looking and trying. :)

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Definitely start taking antibiotics from the penicillin family ie..cephalexin 500mg 3x a day and then definitely get duac or benzaclin or epiduo. Don't give up

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I'm so sorry for all of your suffering, nobody deserves to go through this. I want to share with what has helped me drastically.

There's a new Chinese herb called Ganoderma that is finally being released to the rest of the world. It is known to naturally cure different things in the body. You can research it and find how many things it has cures. I've been drinking organo golds coffee for months now, I love it, I'll never drink any other coffee again but I didn't think to try there other products. Last week I bought there soap, and almost ALL of my bumps are gone. I've been suffering for 4 years with my acne and nothing has worked like this, I've tried EVerything and I'm sure you have too. I normally don't write on blogs but I have to now seeing what this has done for me. Please go to this website click "buy products" retail customer and try the soap, I also take the Ganoderma vitamins, not sure if that's contributing to helping my skin but the coffee and vitamins have greatly enhanced my health. I wrote my own blog about this because I feel all acne sufferers should try this. Please go read it for more info.

I hate to hear how much you're suffering, I hope this helps you. Please keep me updated.

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Thank you, Keys17 i think i will try this, yes I tried a lot of things. If truly I recently started to use skin healing soap and aloe vera juice(Looks like it working, but I need time to see results)+from next monts I am going on zinc, vitamin D3 and Collagen(Its more for red acne marks and scars than for acne) with magnesium and selenium. In the last days I understood that if thinking and crying about acne dosnt helps it anymore. I need to be strong coz only I can to fix my face. Thanks again for your comment, it also made me a little bit stronger.

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