well, i can't believe i posted that last entry 2 months ago.
that appointment with the doctor was a little discouraging, because he told me i'd have to wait
at least until after summer to get a prescription (because of risks of sunburn) and he'd set
me up an appointment with the dermatologist (which i knew would be a long wait).
so right now i want to march in his office and demand he gives me accutane, because i'm
way past the end of my rope. the rope ended about 3 years ago. the best thing that came out of
the appointment however was that he told me i was a candidate for accutane.
so i'm going to the dermatologist (unless he agrees to just give it to me now) in september, or
sooner if they get a cancellation.
i'm still really nervous about all the horrible side affects i've been reading about, but when i look in
the mirror i remember why i want it so bad.
there's still a ball of nerves in the pit of my stomach though. the dose will probably be around 40
at the most (i wanted 20 but apparently that won't do much), but i don't know what that'll do to me.
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