just wanna share here, today is really2 knocked me down. i just went out to the groce shop and there was couple of guys approaced me. one of those guy asked me where the Abbey village, and yeah i nervously told him where it is. on the same moment, the other guy looking at my face. i can tell you he actually looking at my flaky face. how im so a shame. i try to brave my self to go out and maybe its not the right time. what a shame . i feel so horrible right now.