first day back at school is always hard for me,
i always seem to worry about my skin non stop, i feel like everybodys staring where truth be told .. these people couldnt give a fuck!
so, i have the most hug'st cyst ever known to man i swear!
its purple and lumpy, it starting to gets pealy, which means its drying up right? pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee
i think it first poppe dup around october and now its april i mean com'on!!!
i squeezed the life outta the little shit, and loads of puss and blood came out about 1-2 months ago, but it still wont go down, its lumpy and i swear to god thereloads of gunk hiding under it GRR!
but i've tried eevrythink to bring it too ahead but it wont, so mayb there is nothing under there who knows...?
i sat one seat away from G, todayin asembley! and while the vicar dude was mumbelign away our eyes met and locked for about 3 seconds! haaaa.. oh god he's sooo cute i'm in love (;
but he was on my left side which probs mean he was gawkin at my cyst GRRR i hate cysts.. i will kick that things arss!
the rest of my face is owing pretty wel, okay a lie, i'm stilla spotty mess... i got two white heads on my right cheek that i popped , not very well though cos they scabbed over yuck!
and one tiny miny cyst which is so little and i can deal with i gues.. *sigh*
So i take accutune i'm on 40mg and my derm promised me clear skin by june ... IWILL HOLD YOU TO THAT!
i've been on accutune since oct
but started off only on 5mg.. waste of time thnaks alot mum, (she was really worried of side-effects so they started me of so very slowly)
And now here i am stills itting and waiting
the only side effect i notice is dry skin..
and lips (god whatw ould my life be without chapstick?)
and i have mood swings alot *blush* but hey im 15 !
I WILL KILL ACNES BUTT!