I'm feeling kind of down . I know it's not the medication, I'm just going through a rough time. The infamous ex-boyfriend was spotted going to the gym with the girl I hate...I'm so disappointed . I know I said it's officially over, but I am human and I can't help but feel betrayed. I just wish he would of told me the truth. I would have moved on a long time ago, guys are such assholes. I'm still in shock though! I hate the fact that she (the whore I hate) bartends at all the clubs I go to, I actually saw her last Thursday and she was staring at me. Who knows, probably internally laughing! I don't want to run into either of them or I will absolutely die!
Sorry, I had to vent. I'm pretty sure my friends are tired of hearing about it. Anyway, whoa! My hair is super dry! It doesn't even look like a shadow of what it used to be. My hair is pretty long, and it used to be shiny and silky straight. Yea right! Now all of a sudden I have a ton of those little white bulbs at the ends (which I guess means breakage), it feels rough and looks frizzy. Not cute at all. I don't even like to leave it down anymore. I'm going to have to start buying some moisturizing hair products and a silk pillowcase so that all the moisture can stay in my hair. Silk pillowcases are great for preventing wrinkles too.
I've been feeling upper back pain randomly. I woke up with that pain out of the blue and a couple days later it just went away. My arm went numb yesterday out of nowhere! But no biggie. Let's see what else...skin is still dry but it's not even noticeable. My breakouts are definitely leaving 100x faster than before. I currently have 2 actives; one on my forehead and the other on my jawline. They're not huge like the ones I used to get. My skin texture actually looks alot better. So the medication is working I know everyone says they don't want to jinx it, but there's no such thing as that. I'm just simply reporting what's happening to me. My skin is looking pretty good at the moment. Could change at any time and I'm ready if it does. I'm hoping it only gets better from here.
I have my Derm appt on Friday, I will probably be bumped up to 60mg since the goal is to gradually get to 80mg. I'm starting to think I have hormonal acne because I've noticed I breakout the week before I get my period. Does anyone know if I get off my birth control if I will break out like crazy? I think my skin is being helped by the combo of Claravis & Ortho Tri-Cyclen. I want to get off birth control 'cause it's such a pain to take and I'm not even sexually active (hello, I'm single and back on the prowl). I'm just taking it to help with my cycle and acne. Well, til next week
I actually forgot! My chin is peeling and looks dry, but that's it. The corners of my nose are pretty much under control. And yes, my nose is still blackhead valley