So its the first week of 10 weeks off school for me and im depressed as hell. its now thursday and i havent left my house since saturday! i just cant bear going out in front of everyone and whats even worse where i live is so popular in summer there are tourists eeeevrywhere. so its even worse than normal. being stuck inside isnt helping my skin either. the scars on my cheeks are so dark red there impossible to cover up and i dont have any big pimples but i have tiny bumps like ALL OVER. its looks so bad. covering up doesnt look good but i have no choice. and the final thing thats made me more depressed than ever. even if i wanted to go out and i had clear skin i cant because guess what ive literally lost all my friends. no one talks to me anymore or bothers to ask me to go somewhere becacuse i always decline. always. i was looking back on the year just before and i realised i didnt go out a single weekend all year! all year!!! its crazy but i just refuse to leave the house. im 14 and im watching my "best" years fly by without me. i have no choice i just dont have any confidence when im covered in acne. it has ruined my life and it hasnt even started. if acne was a person i would track them down and torture them like they have to me!!
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