Ok, Im officially fucking frustrated and depressed.
I have tried everything. From regular face cleaners, lotions, benzoyl peroxide, spot treatments to laser treatments and pills and all the way to colon therapy(asswashing) and extreme diets.
No improvement what so ever. My cheeks look like I`ve been shot in the face with a shotgun and hurts like hell, my forehead is discusting and my chin and mouth looks like shit as well.
Even though I work out, train every day and eat healthy, I have bad self image and I have to admit that I am depressed allmost all day...
This fucking acne is ruining my life. I cant go a minute without thinking about it and I feel ashamed and want to hide my face when I go out.
Sometimes I feel like I just wanna go away to some remote island and just stay there until it goes away, even if it would take ten years or something. I am so sick of this and I have spent so much money and effort on trying to solve this. I never eat candy or sweats, never eat flour or drink/eat dairy products and never allov myself anything that could make it worse and it makes me angry against the people I love and sad inside. I snap at my parents allmost every day and have moodsvings.
I tried tetracycline a couple of years ago, but that only gave me a huge candidainfection in my stomach...
Some days I just feel that the best thing to do would be to end it all and not haveing to worry about it or hurt the wonderful people around me any more.
I`ve been like this for allmost five years now, and some of you might say thats a short time, but honestly, I dont know how much longer I can do this. I have tried EVERYTHING and my life is getting messed up in my effort to get rid of this.
Have any of you got ANY advice that shuts down this stuff for good?
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