I have entered a crying phase. I am not depressed please do not confuse! I am crying because I just can't understand why my face looks and feels the way it does. No wonder why people tend to get depressed while they are on accutane, I mean all you have to do is look in the mirror first couiple of months to get depression. I am just very ashamed to go out (I do not) so I cry ... and mind me, I have a job, m-f 9am-5pm. I am starting 2nd year of college on tuesday ... and I am ready to drop my classes and switch to all online courses because of my apearnace!!!! I know it is dumb, but these are thought going through my head right now ... and I would have NEVER thought this way before. Before summer, I couldn't wait to go to school I LOVE IT, now I want to avoid it as much as I can .... ME NO MKAE UP, MID FEBRUARY 2oo7. I can't believe this was me at one point and to think all this because of a dermatologist.