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Ready 2 Quit

Do you ever just think its not worth it....

Im in work right now in a bright office with white walls and white computer desks and 20 other people all of which i hate for having nice skin, and im sure they all keep sneaking glances at me. This isnt exactly the best place to be when your feeling like your face looks like shite, but iv'e kinda lost the urge to give a shit anymore, iv'e kind of accepted im going to be alone for the rest of my life, that i have no friends and i never will and that i never want any, the fact that i dont go out socialising or the fact that i wouldnt want to anyway. Its really weired, i thought when my face became that little bit better i would start feeling alot happier. Its really not happend like that at all. I'd probably benifit from some time on a couch! lol

There's not really any need to reply to this ranting bullshit, because for the simple reason ill probably forget this forum ever existed when i get home anyway, but i guess its just nice to know that there are other people out there who feel the same way i do, even if i dont come accross them when im forced to go out.

Ah Well!

Take care i guess.....

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Hey Ready 2 Quit, sitting at my office right now too. Office lights have to be the most unflattering things ever! I hate them! Luckly I sit with a guy with acne so I don't feel quite as bad, but everyone else is clear skinned. I get a lot of "you're so pretty!" but I know they are thinking "you would be really pretty if you had clear skin!" maybe that is just me thinking the worst, I don't know, all I know is at the end of the day your life is your own you gotta take control of it and not let it, or acne take control of you. I know where you are coming from, believe me, I'm not trying to preach, in fact today I feel pretty depressed, but I wanted you to know someone else is out there feeling what you're feeling.

take care

sola

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Im in work right now in a bright office with white walls and white computer desks and 20 other people all of which i hate for having nice skin, and im sure they all keep sneaking glances at me. This isnt exactly the best place to be when your feeling like your face looks like shite, but iv'e kinda lost the urge to give a shit anymore, iv'e kind of accepted im going to be alone for the rest of my life, that i have no friends and i never will and that i never want any, the fact that i dont go out socialising or the fact that i wouldnt want to anyway. Its really weired, i thought when my face became that little bit better i would start feeling alot happier. Its really not happend like that at all. I'd probably benifit from some time on a couch! lol

There's not really any need to reply to this ranting bullshit, because for the simple reason ill probably forget this forum ever existed when i get home anyway, but i guess its just nice to know that there are other people out there who feel the same way i do, even if i dont come accross them when im forced to go out.

Ah Well!

Take care i guess.....

Hey there.

I know you may have just need to let that out and it may not be as important to receive a response, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry about that. Gosh, bright (especially what sounds like all white) rooms can be really tough for someone with acne, I know.

I'm sorry you feel the way you do, in a way accepting of your situation because you may not have a choice but no less discouraged probably too. So your skin is better now than it was?

It's true that sometimes it doesn't turn out as we would expect... Acne can take its toll emotionally as well, as we know, and so even if the acne is better or gone, that part may still remain and have to be worked through seperately sometimes.

I just wanted to wish you the best. Like you said, there definitely are people who can relate out there, and this is probably one of the best places you could have come to find them. Sometimes it does help, even if it's not in person.

Hang in there.

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you got to buy a big spade and shovel all that shit thats surrounding you.

yes, the office is a big pile of shit but I think whatever work situation you are in, you will still be depressed.

Your thinking is wrong, you will get friends, you've had friends before, why don't you think you wil get any in the future?

Get active, if yo ureally want to feel better, speak to your family, friends gp, be social and go to a club, do anything, speak to people. Fight for your life, don't let it slip away.

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you got to buy a big spade and shovel all that shit thats surrounding you.

yes, the office is a big pile of shit but I think whatever work situation you are in, you will still be depressed.

Your thinking is wrong, you will get friends, you've had friends before, why don't you think you wil get any in the future?

Get active, if yo ureally want to feel better, speak to your family, friends gp, be social and go to a club, do anything, speak to people. Fight for your life, don't let it slip away.

Its not that i wont get friends, its that i dont want any. Iv'e accepted my life as it is. I have 3 things in my life im living for, Online gaming, tattoo work i want done, and family and 3 pets. thats it, im not interested in anything else in life.

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