Im not going to leave my picture up for very long but I wanted to show you my face at its best. Its a shame it does not always look this way. This picture was taken about a month ago and its the best picture I have taken in years. But today the scars on my face are so evident. I wish it always looked this way. I know its not all in my mind. Ive improved alot but why cant the progress be consistent. More people sit next to me on the train. But there are still plenty who will walk right past me. At work people still dont want to sit next to me. I get treated like the ugly girl. <My co workers smile in my face and laugh at me behind my back. People still rub their face when they look at me. Some days I feel great but other days like today I feel so old and ugly. Im sick of acne Im too old for this and it has destroyed my life. Im sick of being treated like an ugly leper.