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(@shorty123)

Posted : 09/17/2015 6:24 pm

Let me tell you a bit about the struggle I've had with acne .. So it started when I was around 13/14, nothing too serious but it carried on and I still have it now at the age of 22, the severity of acne has increased since it started. At first it was what any teenager would probably have a few spots here and there, it kept getting worse and worse I had been to visit my doctor many times and had been prescribed antibiotics, birth control pill, benzoyl peroxide you name it .. nothing seemed to work and my acne was now getting out of control, at the age of 19 I decided to go see a dermatologist which immediately put me on roaccutane for 6months. During my time on roaccutane my acne was worse than ever (dermatologist explained that this was to be expected and that I would see best results soon after coming off roaccutane) soon after coming off it I saw vast improvements in my skin until about 5/6months later the acne came straight back and was worse than what it was before, I never suffered from cystic acne until I started this medication and up to this day I get cystic acne on my cheeks that take months to disappear! Soon after my acne returning I was sent back to a different dermatologist that tried to encourage me to go back on the medication although I didn't agree with this, therefore didn't go back on roaccutane. I have recently have had some chemical peels done by a dermatologist, no improvement.

 

During that time and now I have tried many different ways of controlling my acne from changing my diet to using natural products on my face rather than harsh chemicals and coming off the birth control pill. I have't seen any improvement in my skin and have developed acne on my forehead in the last year, one place I never use to get any spots, very frustrating!!

 

I feel as if I can't trust any dermatologists anymore and don't want to waste anymore money visiting one, it's like they're just trying to push me back onto roaccutane which is something I really don't want to do.

 

Not only am I finding it pretty much impossible to get rid of my acne, I'm also finding it difficult to go about every day life. When I look in the mirror I feel ashamed, ugly, dirty, embarrassed therefore lock myself away from the outside world. 'If I can't even bare to look at myself then why should I expect someone else to'. My teenage years have been ruined by acne, I didn't go out socialising with friends, I won't get in a group photo even if I have makeup on because I feel like you can still see the horrendous mess on my face :( I was bullied in school because of acne and now I find it very hard to have a conversation with people face to face as I feel they are zooming in on my skin, its embarrassing to say the least, I'm also fed up of having to cover my face with makeup just to get out of the house I wish I could feel comfortable going out without it on. My self esteem has hit rock bottom, I'm very insecure and it's is having a massive impact on my life. I can't get close to any guy as I feel I'll never be good enough for them and if they seen me without makeup they would run a mile and left with the question 'how can I expect a future a partner to like and love me when I don't like and love myself?'. I'm currently studying to work in the tourism industry which is a customer facing industry, not only has acne ruined my teenage years it is also going to ruin my career and future unless I somehow get it under control soon :(

 

Is anyone else feeling the same way, or going through the same? as I currently feel so alone, all my friends have perfect skin and it makes me feel worse, makes me not want to be around them, its heartbreaking.

 

Please if anyone has any tips or any ideas on how to control this horrible skin condition please leave a comment.

 

Thank you

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(@accordianist)

Posted : 09/17/2015 9:02 pm

ACCUTANE

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(@shorty123)

Posted : 09/18/2015 5:36 am

I've already mentioned that I've been on the drug, my acne is worse after being on it and don't really want to go on it again as the side affects are pretty horrible

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(@l93)

Posted : 09/18/2015 6:50 am

i think spironolactone is a good way for you

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(@user465288)

Posted : 09/18/2015 7:00 am

When you did the dietary changes what did you eat and for how long?

What does your diet consist of now?

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(@eliteli9)

Posted : 09/18/2015 6:28 pm

If it's really that controlling over you and severe, you might try accutane. I never have because of the side effects and the fact that I can usually controll mine with some exceptions. A couple things that tend to work for me:
Tea Tree oil (DILLUTE IT OR IT WILL MAKE THINGS WORSE BECAUSE ITS SO STRONG)
Minocycline oral pills worked to clear me up almost 100% for almost 2 years until it started to lose effect
Washing In salt water
Not over washing my face or overusing damaging facewash and creams
Tetrocycline in moderation
Lemon Juice for acne scars
Drink Green Tea
Eat antioxidant rich foods
Try to limit sugar and simple carbs as much as possible this is the hardest one for me>

Also if acne is giving u fits of depression make sure to tell your doctor about it because it can lead to more of that and suicidal tendencies>

One last thing just remember that it will get better! While some people deal with acne of some type for most of their lives, the vast majority don't and even those that do usually don't have it bad at all. (How many adults walk around with acne as severe as you have)

Hope that helps a little at least

Let me tell you a bit about the struggle I've had with acne .. So it started when I was around 13/14, nothing too serious but it carried on and I still have it now at the age of 22, the severity of acne has increased since it started. At first it was what any teenager would probably have a few spots here and there, it kept getting worse and worse I had been to visit my doctor many times and had been prescribed antibiotics, birth control pill, benzoyl peroxide you name it .. nothing seemed to work and my acne was now getting out of control, at the age of 19 I decided to go see a dermatologist which immediately put me on roaccutane for 6months. During my time on roaccutane my acne was worse than ever (dermatologist explained that this was to be expected and that I would see best results soon after coming off roaccutane) soon after coming off it I saw vast improvements in my skin until about 5/6months later the acne came straight back and was worse than what it was before, I never suffered from cystic acne until I started this medication and up to this day I get cystic acne on my cheeks that take months to disappear! Soon after my acne returning I was sent back to a different dermatologist that tried to encourage me to go back on the medication although I didn't agree with this, therefore didn't go back on roaccutane. I have recently have had some chemical peels done by a dermatologist, no improvement.

During that time and now I have tried many different ways of controlling my acne from changing my diet to using natural products on my face rather than harsh chemicals and coming off the birth control pill. I have't seen any improvement in my skin and have developed acne on my forehead in the last year, one place I never use to get any spots, very frustrating!!

I feel as if I can't trust any dermatologists anymore and don't want to waste anymore money visiting one, it's like they're just trying to push me back onto roaccutane which is something I really don't want to do.

Not only am I finding it pretty much impossible to get rid of my acne, I'm also finding it difficult to go about every day life. When I look in the mirror I feel ashamed, ugly, dirty, embarrassed therefore lock myself away from the outside world. 'If I can't even bare to look at myself then why should I expect someone else to'. My teenage years have been ruined by acne, I didn't go out socialising with friends, I won't get in a group photo even if I have makeup on because I feel like you can still see the horrendous mess on my face :( I was bullied in school because of acne and now I find it very hard to have a conversation with people face to face as I feel they are zooming in on my skin, its embarrassing to say the least, I'm also fed up of having to cover my face with makeup just to get out of the house I wish I could feel comfortable going out without it on. My self esteem has hit rock bottom, I'm very insecure and it's is having a massive impact on my life. I can't get close to any guy as I feel I'll never be good enough for them and if they seen me without makeup they would run a mile and left with the question 'how can I expect a future a partner to like and love me when I don't like and love myself?'. I'm currently studying to work in the tourism industry which is a customer facing industry, not only has acne ruined my teenage years it is also going to ruin my career and future unless I somehow get it under control soon :(

Is anyone else feeling the same way, or going through the same? as I currently feel so alone, all my friends have perfect skin and it makes me feel worse, makes me not want to be around them, its heartbreaking.

Please if anyone has any tips or any ideas on how to control this horrible skin condition please leave a comment.

Thank you

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(@paylyn)

Posted : 10/14/2015 4:15 pm

I know what you mean, it doesn't seem like dermatologists really get to the root of the problem.  Having acne is honestly miserable, it's practically the only thing you can think about, and it's the LAST thing you want to be thinking about.  And it is the worst when your friends are absolutely terrible to their skin and yet it's PERFECTLY clear.  My experience is a little different from yours, I had perfect skin as a teenager and got acne quite suddenly at 20.  I know what you mean when you say you feel the need to isolate yourself because of it.  :(

Perhaps try going back on birth control for a start?  My dermatologist recently prescribed me adapalene gel and aczone, as they are supposed to be a little gentler on the skin.  I use Cerave face wash and moisturizer and "Fresh" sugar face polish to exfoliate now and then as your face peels a TON.  I'm hoping this will work out, I'm going to try and stick it out.  I know you said you wear makeup too, I know it's difficult but just completely give up on that.  It's calming knowing there's nothing on your skin, and I honestly think it's bad for it.  I'm also looking into taking a probiotic and drinking a skin detox tea?  These are just ideas, I wish I could be more help!! Good luck!! :)

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(@dennygirl)

Posted : 02/03/2016 11:39 am

Girl.I know how u feel.I have the same fuckin story even i will work in the same area-tourism.Today its my birthday but i dont have mood today Again.2 days ago finally i understood that i have hormonal problems that cause my acne-low estrogen.I dont know what to do:birth control or to find something naturally...I really dont know what to tell u but i hope it will get better!

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(@mastermind999)

Posted : 02/06/2016 8:44 pm

Shorty--can I ask you , what did you do to your diet ?

I urge you to avoid treatment from skin care products.

Try clean eating.
no soy
no dairy
no sugar
no simple carbs
no oily food.

Good luck.

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(@cna7)

Posted : 02/08/2016 7:04 pm

30% of people experience a relapse of acne after their first round of accutane, this is why your derm suggest a second go at it, which is again, not an uncommon thing. I really think you should reconsider, imagine if you are part of that 30% and if you do it just one more time you could never have acne again. The chances of relapse after the second time is almost none. Think about it. <3

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