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How i feel about my life right now........ Song by Motion City Soundtrack... A line in the song says, "i believe in the end i can win, but for now ive decided to die." Thats how i feel about my life with acne, it sucks.......

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try sort your acne out...its the only advice i can give.TAKE A LOAN from the bank if you cant afford it.would u rather be suicidal or happy? yeah youd have to pay back the cash but you would have you whole life to do that ;) dont do anything silly.

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This is the sort of reason why i'm unregistering from this forum. You bring yourselves even more down with topics like this!

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How i feel about my life right now........ Song by Motion City Soundtrack... A line in the song says, "i believe in the end i can win, but for now ive decided to die." Thats how i feel about my life with acne, it sucks.......

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lol sorry if i posted an emo, topic, its nothing more than a good song that relates to how i feel about my acne, my acne has gotten better and i am far from suicidal, ooo and the second verse in the song says "I'm speaking figuratively of course" soo everyone chill out, i have a good regimen going and im pretty sure i will be clear by summer, thanks for your concern thou

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lol sorry if i posted an emo, topic, its nothing more than a good song that relates to how i feel about my acne, my acne has gotten better and i am far from suicidal, ooo and the second verse in the song says "I'm speaking figuratively of course" soo everyone chill out, i have a good regimen going and im pretty sure i will be clear by summer, thanks for your concern thou

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At this point, I just don't know. I mean, I want to fight, but this fucking society is just making it so much harder. I just don't know...

(don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself, I'm too chickenshit for that.)

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Um Ezy rider have you read the title of this forum? It isn't the 'we must always feel positve about the emotional effects of acne' is it? This forum is intended for posts like this, it's here to support good times and bad times and even very very bad times. If it brings you down stop reading and don't contribute.

Sorry to sound so snappy here but i don't like comments like this. I've been there...i've never wanted to actualy kill myself but rather i've been in a place where i felt if something happened to me and i was to die i just wouldn't care. Sometimes all you want is to just let it out to someone. And then you know what? You feel alot better after. And it's chin up again.

WishIwasClear *big hug* i agree with Matt007, if this makes you so unhappy to this point just do what you gotta do to sort it out, try all your options and when they fail try some more because something will work in the end. Though it sounds like you're on your way anyway so that's great!

Great song as well

:)

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This is the sort of reason why i'm unregistering from this forum. You bring yourselves even more down with topics like this!

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Just to clarify and share this glorious song

Let's get fucked up and die.

I'm speaking figuratively, of course.

Like the last time that I committed suicide,

Social suicide.

Yeah so I'm already dead, on the inside,

But I can still pretend.

With my memories and photographs,

I've learned to love the lie.

I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.

I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah.

Let me in,

Let me in to the club.

Cause I wanna belong,

And I need to get strong.

And if memory serves.

I'm addicted to words and they're useless.

*********(In this department)**************

Let's get fucked up and die.

I'm riding hard on the last lines of every lie.

And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode,

I'm about to explode.

I'm a mess, I'm a wreck.

I am perfect and I have learned to accept:

All my problems and short comings,

Cause I am so visceral yet deeply inept.

I want to thank you for being a part of my Forget-Me-Nots and Marigolds,

And all the things that don't get old.

Is it legal to do this?

I surely don't know.

It's the only way I have learned to express myself.

Through other peoples' descriptions of life.

I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless.

**********(In this department)************

Let's get fucked up and die.

For the last time with feeling,

We'll try not to smile.

As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the night,

That’s no shock and surprise.

I believe that I can overcome this and beat everything in the end.

But I choose to abuse for the time being.

Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.

Sister Soldier you’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame.

If I could ever repay you I would but I'm hard up for cash,

And my memory lacks initiative.

Goddamn the liquor store's closed.

We're so close to scoring.

It hurts, it destroys, 'till it kills.

I am tired and hungry and totally useless.

*********(In this apartment)***********

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