Jump to content
Acne.org
Search In
Find results that contain...
Find results in...

Recommended Posts

I don't know if I'm looking for an excuse, an answer or just to vent. But latley I've felt tired, weak and I just can't seem to do anything right. My school work has dropped, I just can't keep focused. I want to care about it and do a good job but it feels impossible. I'm always second guessing myself in anything I do. It's the strangest thing. I'm now just an average player in the sports I would excell in. I just don't understand. Even at school I find myself avoiding my friends for no real reason at all. In the past few weeks, it's like I don't give a shit about anything. I've stopped caring about the things I love to do and the people I like hanging around with. Hell, even the girl I swore I loved a few weeks ago I can care less about. It's like I wake up confused and not sure what to do with anything. What the hell is going on?

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Guest Kimmay

hm. I know what you mean. You just feel "blah" and you're not sure why............ I had a lot of that this year. I avoid doing school work as much as possible. I also used to practice my music tons but I havent hardly done it at all for weeks now :(. And a real problem is my severe lack of effort when I DO do something. I mean.... we can do many things... but doing them well is a whole different story. A lot of times I just do stuff without putting any heart into it. I think you just have to eventually force yourself to put effort into your life.... and if you do that for a few days it might start to become habit. I think that a lack of motivation and effort is ALSO a habit... just my 2 cents.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
hm. I know what you mean. You just feel "blah" and you're not sure why............ I had a lot of that this year. I avoid doing school work as much as possible. I also used to practice my music tons but I havent hardly done it at all for weeks now :(. And a real problem is my severe lack of effort when I DO do something. I mean.... we can do many things... but doing them well is a whole different story. A lot of times I just do stuff without putting any heart into it. I think you just have to eventually force yourself to put effort into your life.... and if you do that for a few days it might start to become habit. I think that a lack of motivation and effort is ALSO a habit... just my 2 cents.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Guest Kimmay

I've been like that for a while now. But I'm actually planning on forcing myself to do all the stuff I know I need to do because I've already wasted about 7 months of the year. It's a vicious cycle.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

Baah.

Do you think it's really depression though?

I thought I'd be able to tell for sure if I was depressed. I just feel confused about everything and not sure whats what. I hope it's not a cycle. I have about 40 days left, will it go away when it's out of my system?

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
I don't know if I'm looking for an excuse, an answer or just to vent. But latley I've felt tired, weak and I just can't seem to do anything right. My school work has dropped, I just can't keep focused. I want to care about it and do a good job but it feels impossible. I'm always second guessing myself in anything I do. It's the strangest thing. I'm now just an average player in the sports I would excell in. I just don't understand. Even at school I find myself avoiding my friends for no real reason at all. In the past few weeks, it's like I don't give a shit about anything. I've stopped caring about the things I love to do and the people I like hanging around with. Hell, even the girl I swore I loved a few weeks ago I can care less about. It's like I wake up confused and not sure what to do with anything. What the hell is going on?

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

ive had that feeling of nothingness for the past 5 years. due to the fact of my bacne. i used to be motivated and enthused, now everything is gray. hell i dropped out of college because my attitude. i often think that once my acne goes away(if it ever does) then I will pick my life up where I left off. the thing is, and this is sad; even if my acne cleared up this very instant and I knew I would never have another break out I still would be a changed man. I think it would be like that movie cast away with tom hanks. when he finally gets rescued and goes back home he was different. I mean don't get me wrong I think my acne and dealing with it has made me a stronger person buts its left a scar on me psycologically. if i ever clear up i will happy but at the same time it will be like coming home from a bloody war.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
ive had that feeling of nothingness for the past 5 years. due to the fact of my bacne. i used to be motivated and enthused, now everything is gray. hell i dropped out of college because my attitude. i often think that once my acne goes away(if it ever does) then I will pick my life up where I left off. the thing is, and this is sad; even if my acne cleared up this very instant and I knew I would never have another break out I still would be a changed man. I think it would be like that movie cast away with tom hanks. when he finally gets rescued and goes back home he was different. I mean don't get me wrong I think my acne and dealing with it has made me a stronger person buts its left a scar on me psycologically. if i ever clear up i will happy but at the same time it will be like coming home from a bloody war.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

Join the conversation

You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.

Guest
Reply to this topic...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Paste as plain text instead

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.


  • Personalized Advice Quiz - All of Acne.org in just a few minutes

×