I want to joke about how uncomfortable my face makes people feel, like in Harry Potter, you know? To defeat the Boggart, you have to turn it into something ridiculous, and that's what I want to do with all of these haunting memories of people cringing, avoiding eye contact, and making certain comments about my face. I want to just say "Ridiculous!" so the laughter can make the pain go away. It is kind of funny how people get rattled at the sight of me though. They fidget and squirm and come up with clever ways of avoiding eye contact and interaction altogether with me. It's very clever on their part. How they think on their feet.
I've noticed that the very attractive people have a certain impact on how others react and how it makes people feel when around attractiveness. How they make people flutter, stutter, blush and things like that. Well, my appearance has a major impact too but on the completely other side of the spectrum. I'm on the horribly unattractive side of things but still noticing how much of an influence my appearance has. It's kind of funny in a way because although there seem to be similarities in the responses the results and feelings are universes apart. Attract and Repel, on one side people don't want to forget meeting an attractive person but on my side they want to erase their memory of me as quickly as possible.