i've been hungry for 8 months. i wont allow myself to eat anything for my fear of breaking out. 

i mean, then again, my breakout has been lasting 8 months.... 

i should just get bangs and eat a bowl of cheese and melted dark chocolate. 

mmmmm and dominos pizza.... papa johns cheese sticks and hot wings with BLUE CHEESE.... MMMMMMMMMMMM

fucking HOT CHEETOS ON A TOASTED BAGEL WITH CREAM CHEESE

FOUR CHEESE MAC AND CHEESE, HOMEMADE LASAGNA, OH MY GOD i miss it so much. 

last night i was in my bathroom, literally was so close to cutting my bangs. i wish i was just brave and could do it once and for all. 

i just worry that ill cut it and it wouldn't properly cover my acne like i thought it would. i mean i know it will have to be thick bangs. and i'm fine with that i think thick looks better anyway, but what if thick still isn't thick enough? and what about the wind? like will it mess up my bangs on the way to school and show off my acne to the world? 

i sound dumb.

i should just say fuck it and do it right now.