I am so messed up.. I am not sure if it's the accutane or if I was already depressed .. but I am definitely not in a good state of mind.. it feels weird writing personal stuff on this site but it gives an outlet to my feelings.. I was having a discussion with a guy today and he mentioned how looks are important in relationships and the thing is I have stopped feeling beautiful after I had the bad breakout and I was left with all the red marks on my face. It made me wonder if I will be alone for the rest of my life..his comments depressed me even more..Is it the end of happiness for me?.. I really need to get a grip on my thoughts.. I was already an emotional person and I feel accutane has messed up things a little more for me..I can't wait for the process to get over..