Still a few more pimples while old ones start to calm down, but this is pretty much normal to me so I can't really call this my "initial breakout". Im hoping I don't have one, especially since I'm meeting a lot of people in the next few weeks. talk about bad timing.
It actually looks like a few of these tiny little invisible white heads that are always hidden on my chin and around my mouth might rise to the surface in the next few days... maybe it'll be a subtle overnight thing? idk. I like to be optimistic.
random thought. somebody new asked me what I like to do today. and I told them the usual. I like to go out, watch movies. but there's so many other activities id love to try if my acne and self consciousness didn't hold me back. I've never experimented with swimming or any water activities, bc that would call for washing my makeup off. I hardly or simply don't workout around others out of fear for sweating my makeup off.
if my makeup ever came off during the day I seriously would run away and cry and never show my face again. I know, sounds childish. let's hope it never happens. that's why I bring makeup with me everywhere.
I've definitely noticed the dry lips. using cvs brand aquaphor now. it's amazeballs.