So I'm feeling defeated. My skin was perfect for a few days after my period. No new pimples. And now in the last two days I've had at least 5 new inflamed pimples. This is how I know it has nothing to do with what I put on my face or what I put in my body. If it had to do with either of those things, my acne wouldn't change so drastically. I'm going to try to move up my doctor appointment because once I see my doctor, I'll have to wait probably another week to get an ultrasound, and things are just getting worse. My body is trying to tell me what's wrong, and I'm listening, I just have to play the waiting game with doctors. I would pay quite a bit of money to get this all sorted out tomorrow, so they can give me whatever pill or pills will fix my hormones, because the sooner that happens the happier I'll be. Not long ago I could go to work without makeup and feel so confident because my skin was that clear. Now even with makeup my confidence waivers. I suffer from depression and I keep having bouts of low moments that I haven't had in years because I feel like I don't have any control over what is happening inside my body right now. I'm supposed to try to lower my antidepressant dose in the beginning of April because I have been steady and stable for a year now, but now I don't think I want to. I can't deal with the side effects of that along with my body already screaming at me to get help for what's going on now. I just wish the system worked faster.