I want to start out by saying I am grateful for all the trials I have been through. I have learned so much about myself and I have found that my support system is the best. Also, I have come to learn that FAITH can make any hopeless situation not so hopeless because at the end of the day, there is a God who rises with the sun and sets with it. I have discovered an inner peace through my FAITH that has not been there before and I thank God for instilling it in me.
This does not mean everything is great because it is not. I have acne, acne that is worsening everyday, acne that has turned cystic and is painful and red but I also know that I have prayed upon my struggles and have laid everything at God's feet. I have asked him to guide me to the right people who can help me and shut the door on things that he doesn't want me to do ( as he did with accutane). I have been connected with two wonderful women who are committed to helping me find a solution. One is a holistic naturopath who does blood/food testing but treats naturally and another is a derm who has been in contact with me more often than i can recall since i met her in May. I don't know when my acne will go away but i have FAITH that while i go through this journey, I will continue to learn and experience the love of God and be of assistance/inspiration to someone else.