Today was the first day of classes here at CSU and I can't help but feel upset about how I look right at the moment. So many people tell me that I cannot complain about my acne because it isn't as bad as others, but acne has controlled my whole life and now it's going to control my whole college experience too.
This morning I got up for my 9 o'clock class and immediately put makeup on. It's hard enough to brush my teeth in front of the mirror, can you imagine putting makeup on too?
Anyway, move in day was Wednesday and I had one pimple on my chin that was swollen, but wasn't even big. That night I put on Clearsil and it came to a head. When I woke up that morning I had ANOTHER pimple forming right below the other!!! You can't imagine how upset I was about this.
So the next couple of days I was just trying to get rid of these two huge pimples that would come to a head, pop, and then just stay there (and sometimes they got bigger). So finally the first pimple went away and the second one came to a head so I allowed for it to pop and then I woke up the next day and now I have ANOTHER pimple right next to the second one!!
Today was fine in the morning and the moment that I got to my late night Monday class that lasts 3 hours, I just couldn't shake the feeling that everyone was looking at my huge pimples, so I got up during break and left because of how self conscious I was about these two big pimples on my face.
How am I supposed to go to the rest of my classes this week? I feel so ashamed. All I want to do is drop out and hide forever.
Is there anyway that I could go to a dermatologist here in Colorado even though I am an out of state student?
I am on 105mg of Solodyn and it worked when I first started it, now I don't think it's working anymore. I also have Ziana, but it was making me break out in places that I never break out on, like my cheeks and forehead so I stopped taking it because I did not want to have pimples on my first day of college.
SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME.