I'm making this super quick. Its def worse than usual, maybe the worst so far on accutane..def sticking it out though i still have alot of hope its going to work, all the encouragement on here has helped alot! I've got a shoot(video) tonight at a fashion show of all places, I'm feeling okay about it though, normally would be paranoid w this many active..I'm going to look people in the eye and have confidence...its only awkward if you act awkward and they pick up on that..Ive dealt w this problem for years and I'm not going to cry about it now months before I might be clear..not happy w my face now but im making it a point to have confidence tonight...for myself.
One thing I noticed when on the tane...when you see the start of a pimple forming there is no stopping it. At least for me I use to be able to combat them sometimes and they would start to fade back down by using a harsh topical or icing it. The thing is when it fades back down the oil is all still under your skin, its going to come out sooner or later. The tane gives no fu**s and shoves all that oil out. I really cant wait to be clear but im now trying to change my thoughts to be more positive.