The past two days have been really rough. I had two actives and it has really brought me down. I guess I've finally come to realize that I'll never ever have the same skin I had as a teenager. I have adult acne and I'm stuck with it for life. Although I sometimes stay clear for a week or two, it is never consistent. There really isn't much else I can do. I was so depressed earlier that I walked in the freezing cold wind to get fast food. I've been trying to eat healthy, but screw it. I'm unhappy. Not eating the food I want is a huge struggle. No one else I know has to think about the things they eat. I'll probably suffer the consequence in the next few days, but it doesn't really matter. No matter what I do, I eventually break out anyway so might as well enjoy something.