Am I really gonna have to deal with this disease for the rest of my life? I want to know! It is so unfair that my skin teased me with clear skin for about two weeks and now I look like this. Granted it probably wouldn't look as bad as it does if I hadn't picked and squeezed but I couldn't help myself! It's probably gonna be a week before this clears up and by then I assume I'll have others to replace it. Even if that isn't the case, I will have new hyperpigmentation marks when there used to be none. This just had to happen when I'm back at school At home I am more equipped to deal with it. I'm able to be patient. But when I'm at school surrounded by so many gorgeous girls that have absolutely no skincare routine whatsoever, I am desperate. I don't understand what's happening! I'm on a diet. I take my vitamins and I am using the medication. In 2 days, I'll hit the 3 month mark. If I'm still not clear, that must mean that it didn't work. Maybe I will have to go on Accutane after all. At least then if my acne goes away, I probably won't have to deal with it ever again.