I've managed to get through the last 5 days without any actives. It feels good, but in my head I still feel ugly. It's just a matter of time before I get a new active (probably tomorrow, I felt a bump on my right cheek which I'm icing atm). I woke up at 6 this morning to attend an appointment with my dermatologist. She's pleased with my progress like I assumed she would be. I asked about my discoloration and she said all she could suggest was to give it time to fade. Looks like there's no way I will ever be able to go makeup free. The marks are just sad reminders. Anyone can tell that I used to have acne. I don't want that to be the first thing people notice. I go back to school in two days and I am really scared about being back in that judgment zone. I'm terrified of using the public bathroom and the horrible lighting.