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Day 2

9:00 PM

Hello again! Day 2!

Today was such a hectic day I could literally die from exhaustion. I had to work 12+ hours helping out with this Karate Competition, and during my summer holidays sucks right? Well I volunteered and I'm going to get paid so it's alright. What really surprised me was that the minute I get there, these two ladies tell me that they want me to translate the opening speech from English to Japanese in front of a stadium filled with people because the original speaker who was a mother of one of the competitors decided to back out last minute because she was shy to speak in front of a crowd. I mean are you sh*ting me.... She had days to prepare and days to back out but she decides to back out on that day?! But it's alright I had 30 minutes to look at the English script and translated everything so I think I did alright for someone who had very little time to prepare :'))) Well done to meee!

Well my face pimples look really red and painful today! The appearance changes depending to my light, and those photos were taken at night under white bright light so I guess the redness is more obvious. But it still sucks like hell! Well it was really red and painful so I decided to apply some benzoyl peroxide I found (pretty old though, so I hope it won't cause any problems to my skin).

I used a needle again when I said I wouldn't and I didn't sterilize it again! Damn me!

Oh well I'm going to sleep early again tonight because I have to go to the same event again tomorrow! Plus a dinner I was invited to by the President of the Karate Competition yaay!

Good night!

- Sara x

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I have been fighting the urge to pop as well... Keep fighting it!!! And just throw away your needles if you need to! :) The same results will follow if we continue to make the same mistakes. I am telling you it is hard... especially when your skin begins to go through the purging stage. But hold out. What helps me is keeping my mind and self busy with tasks. I avoid, like a plague, the long pause of examining my skin closely in the mirror and feeding the desire to react to it. I keep reminding myself... enough is enough this time it will be different but only if I respond to it differently! It isn't easy but as good results follow it becomes easier.

Thanks for posting!! Looking forward to reading your updates! :)

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