The only reason I'm writing this post is to vent so feel free to ignore it. I visited the doctor today so that I can get started on birth control. This is my last resort. I honestly don't know what I'll do if it doesn't work. Living with acne is so hard it makes me so sad to look in the mirror in the morning and at night when I take my makeup off.
I just did a clay mask to try to unclog some of my pores but it doesn't look like it worked. Nothing does. I am so depressed about how my skin looks. I don't even remember what it's like to be pretty. I feel like I could be pretty someday but I don't think that will happen anytime soon. I wish I knew how to fix my skin problem. I'd honestly sell my soul if it meant I could have clear skin. Nothing can beat having self confidence and good self esteem.