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Feeling Hopeless



I'm feeling very hopeless right now. My skin is attempting to rebound from a massive breakout and infestation on my face, neck, ears, chest. Why didn't it go to my damn back? I tested a new round of vitamins with catastrophic results. No more Saw Palmetto for me. Birth control here I come. Trying out Ocella. And yesterday I started juicing. Wishing my mom still owned her health shop, all the free food, juice, smoothies I want for FREE. My skin looked fantastic back then. Thinking about cutting my curly fro to a pixie again, my was much healthier when shorter. I seem to breakout more on hairline, neckline behind ears, ears, neck as my hair gets longer and carries more oil. Damnit, I just wanted to grow my hair. Short hair is not a bad thing (I love it), I just wanted a change.

Today, my face hurts. I attacked it with a extractor last night (warm moist skin of course), it's sore, but 70% of the comedones are gone. I felt just a bit accomplished when I saw all the buildup come out, but depressed it will be back. Now I'm stressing about school and Statistics which I may be failing. College is stressful. Fuck.


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