Well, I have three weeks to go until i see people again that i havent seen in 6 months now. my face has definitely calmed down but the scars dont allow my face to show any progress- they are just as ugly...okay im exxadurating not just as ugly...but ugly still as having bad acne. I want them to fade more so that i dont look awful without makeup! please please please g-d let them fade more i am going to be going to the beach and swimming and sleeping over with friends and i dont want to worry about having makeup on to look and feel pretty!
its gotten to the point where i dont want my emotions to make me breakout more so i force myself when looking in the mirror to just say okay you are pretty! guys think you are pretty! be pretty! you are pretty! ... yea it sounds self centered but i mean common . we all know its what people like us battling acne HAVE to do in order to gain ANY sense of self confidence. am i right or am i right?
Like I said, cheeks calmed down alot. i keep getting these gross huge onces right on the top of my cheeks, like under my eyes for some odd reason. they are big and they hurt but they go away quickly but leave a huge mark. so i have three big marks now on the top of my cheeks (along with alllll the thousands of marks taking over the rest of my cheeks). chin is clear - still marked up though. forehead thank G-D never really broke out except for one every now and then so i have a couple of spots around my hair line that do easily cover. i really did thank g-d lessen up on the inflamed cysts, its just the marks all over with the couple of inflamed cycsts that really make it look like continuous bad acne.