So my right check is begining to show the signs of emerging disaster..

But I'm so drained of think about my acne I almost don't even care.

Almost.

I'm going to try to stop picking at my skin. I don't think there's anything wrong with a little 'white head management' but I'v been really picking at like everything on my face. And it's really taking it's toll. So....I'm going to stop. Starting today. It's usually at night before my shower (or afterwards) that I pick. So I'm going to like write warnings all over my mirror or something. My scars, which are really just bad hyperpigmentation are starting to really get on my nerves. But I know they're my fault?

So no picking. No touching. Wear make up when I can. Never look in mirror when wearing glasses.

I'm going to get past this. I have to.

I'm getting back into exercising and eating right. I had kind of let all that slip when I went through a bad breakup.

But here's to hopeing for new things.