Lately (yesterday and today really) I have been feeling...lets say...contempt with how things are starting to appear. My right cheek has smoothened out a bit (compared to a few weeks ago- ALOT) and my left cheek is showing signs of progression. Still lots of marks all over but makeup does cover it really nicely (i wish it didnt have to come down to that though). I am feeling really skeptical about writing this entry now though, because i feel like any and every time i write or tell someone, or even myself, that its looking a teensy bit better, BAM! it bites me in the butt and it gets a million times worse. So- I am not writing about how it is getting better, but i will write about how I am getting better.
I went out with some friends that i havent seen in almost a year. It was really hard for me at first because i know my skin really does look like it did back in highschool, and that really bothers me cuz i would have hoped when they see me two years out of that place id have grown out of that phase. but, no. i did not yet. Still waiting to.. or more like still waiting for my hormones and waked out body parts to give up and let my skin be! only four more weeks till i leave for abroad. I am hoping i will be in a much better place very soon.