Still NO CHANGE. Why the F*** does this have to be happening right now to me? I walk around the mall and just see clear face after clear face of beautiful women,.. and even if they arent beautiful, they still have such amazing clear skin. And I walk around and i feel like i have a gross disease the way my face is so broken out with spots and cysts. Its disgusting. over the weekend this autistic kid that lives down the block from me says "wow you have alot of pimples on your face" thanks kid I DIDNT REALIZE. as if i wasnt already feeling shitty about it, that really set me off. I canceled my plans with my friends tonight cuz im so embarrassed at how awful i look since they last saw me before we parted ways for school. I am leaving in 5 weeks to go abroad and if my face isnt clear by then i will be absolutely utterly and completely MISERABLE.
Still none really. except that my cheeks now have all these spots that really hurt when i wash my face. I cant help but constantly touch and try and see if maybe its flattening. thats probably making it worse and i should stop. I have still been good about not picking although i was bad tonight and after my shower i popped a couple. shit whyd i do that?? i really dont want to deal with scars! F***!!!!!!