DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE A SENSITIVE HUMAN. SWEARING AND SHIT.
Sorry for not really being on here too much, I think you'll understand when I say that I've been feeling like fucking utter shit.
Right... where do I start... First of all, let me tell you about the current acne presence on my body: BADBOY MOTHERFUCKING CYSTS OR BOILS EVERYWHERE (slight overexaggeration) !!
You must be thinking, "Roaccutane has sent this guy crazy", in all trueness, it probably has. I'm SICK of this bullshit asshole drug on this motherfucking drug-market (Referenced from snakes on a plane)
I no longer get small pimples, (ones that I have noticed anyhow) BUT cysts that feel like fucking frozen peanuts under my skin, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKKK!
Seriously though, I would trade one of these massive whateverthethefucktheyare,cysticdeathbringingtumorsmostlikely for 20 bog-standard pimples, fuck this shit, almost feel like getting one of my dad's screwdrivers and inserting it right through the cyst and straight through my head.
Okay then, you're thinking right now, "WHY ON EARTH IS THIS STUPID FUCKER SO PISSED, WHAT THE FUCK"
Right so for the past few weeks or so, my intestines are going mental, they're grumbling like a motherfucker and they are pissing me right off. Feel like pulling them out of my arse and strangling myself with them. fucksake.
No, but really, I'm showing all signs of IBS, and I'm super stressed, like Major big somebodyjustchoppedmyballsoff style.
been to the doctors and what not and I have had blood tests and stool tests; I'm waiting for the results. As you can imagine, I am super fucking freaked to shit. AND THEY STILL TELL ME TO TAKE THE 'TANE. So after they say "continue with your treatment because it could be nothing", I was like FURRKK THAT SHIT but then when I got home, I realise that I have these cysts popping up everywhere, So... my head is all over the place and I'm still on the 'tane,
I often feel as though I'd rather have IBD or Crohn's than these horribly painful and disfiguring malteaser fuckers.
Okay now, I have many red marks and scars on my face, and on top of that, about 7 cysts. My shoulders, chest and back have made a remarkable improvement I must say but I have a cyst on my back and two on my neck. THE FUCK?! LOLLMFAOROFLCYSTICMOTHERFUCKINGNIGHTMARE.
I woke up, and as today is a Monday, I was meant to be at college, NOFUCKINGWAY.
Feel like leaving college, the lot.
Got tons of work to do, I'm behind and everything,
if these cysts do go, I'll go and fuck a chicken in the middle of Eldon Square; Serious, come watch.
Anyway, I really just generally feel like shit, I hope it's one of those days and my severe Acne is not coming back with a vengeance. If it does, I'm taking a blow-torch to the shit, It's like a war, you know? AND I'M GOING TO WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think that it's rant over. I am sorry. Don't ever tell anyone, I behaved this way, wow... I feel terribly better.
Wish these cysts would just piss off...
Big thank you to Dan for running this site, A lot of people would be lost without it - like me.
Message me If I can be of any help.
Hope you all have, or have had a LOVELY day, you are all very beautiful people, with or without Acne, You're still a human, In fact I find women with Acne more attractive, Gives them character. Sexyfuckers. My next post will be a lot more positive (hopefullytofuck)
and I will post some pictures... haha, yeah I will, I PROMISE.
Sorry for the terrible use of words. Fuck. <3 xoxoxox