I'm so tired of looking in the mirror and wanting to cry. Its an awful feeling and i hope i'm not alone. Every time i wash my cover up off, or when i wake up, or after a shower i just want to cry my eyes out because of my acne, i always feel awful about myself. Even with cover up on i feel disgusting and i don't know how anybody looks at me, i feel like such a burden to look at. I want more than anything to have clear skin, i've had acne since 5th grade! I don't even remember what its like to not have a disgusting bumpy red face. I have friends who wear cover up and never wash it off, and touch there faces all the time and they never even get a single pimple! Its not fair, why me, why do i have acne, why do i have to feel disgusting all the time? I have no confidence at all and the only time i ever feel slightly happy with my face is right after i do my make up, but usually right after my brief moment of not hating my face i just think, i wish i didn't have put on all this make up just took be ok with looking at myself.