Hi everyone! I just posted pictures of my scars up for everyone to see. It took a lot because I usually don't want anyone to ever see my scars (in pictures). I feel a little bit of relief to post those because now when I look at the pictures my scars don't look half as bad as I had imagined in my mind. When I look in the mirror I see horrible pits and red marks all over my face. Maybe it's not as bad as I think... or maybe it is? I don't know. I just feel a little better now that I actually can look at my scars in a photograph. They still cause me much grief... everyday it's the same thing.. wake up wondering if I have a zit on my face and if it will scar... at night my face is so oily and I stare at myself in the bathroom mirror hating my face... I cry a lot too. My friend (who also has scars) told me it was ruining my life and I need to accept myself for who I am or I will be miserable for the rest of my life. I should take her advice. I think my upcoming wedding is causing a lot of this because for 3 years I didn't really care about my scars, I knew they were there but I never "inspected" them like I do now. I want to be pretty in my wedding photos and feel pretty on my wedding day, but I feel these scars have robbed me of ever feeling self confident. My fiance tells me to stop worrying about it because it's not a big deal. It's a big deal to me. I have to look at this face for the rest of my life. Ugh. Sorry to be such a downer, but I needed to get this out.