Sooo...my face is 342568 billion times worse than it was before. Oh gosh i cried when i put my makeup on this morning. I cried when i had to go to work.I cried when I found out we were having dinner at a friends. I cried all the way there. I cried when i saw my face in his bathroom mirror. Then i cried when i got home and washed my face. I look like a psycho hose-beast. Despite all the crying I'm not depressed, lol. Actually I have been in a better mood since the accutane because finally there's an end in sight. But it's just so hard to see your face and know that other people are seeing the same thing. I never had bad acne as a teen. Maybe 2 or 3 here and there but never this. It wasn't until i had my son 2 years ago that i started breaking out and since then it's steadily gotten worse. And now i know it's just the IB but wholy crap i look like a fat hairy elephant turd. It's not only the breakout but my skin is dry and peely, I'm pale white and it just looks unhealthy. I know the pics aren't flattering at all, but hopefully you can see what it's really like now and watch the tane do it's thang. I know its not the end of the world, actually maybe i don't. my hubby told me yesterday, "there are starving children in africa!" and I said well at least they don't have acne :/ that's terrible. Don't judge me starving african children. I'm having a rough time. Here's to a better (hopefully clearer) day tomorrow. And to all those of you out there who wish you could quit your job for the next six months and hole yourself up in your house, you're not alone.
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