So I'm finding that my mood is really fluctuating these days. I'm not happy. I literally have to pull myself out of my bad mood but I think some of it has to do with the fact that I'm starting work in a couple of days and I have to go back in with this face.
The funny thing is, when I was at work it was way worse than it is now! I mean now I have only little bumps and redness but then there is the scarring.
That's what it is.
Which yeah, is my fault but it doesn't make me feel any less crap.
It's all on my chin and some on my cheeks with the rest of my acne that decides to pop up and say an unwanted hi.
I'm back to looking on the Internet for a new product to 'cure' me because all these pills i'm taking and I woke up with the most horrible itching spot under my skin that even hurts when I think about it. I'm being so good so as not to touch it or pick at it but I keep thinking this is just my luck.
I woke up wanting to scratch my whole face off...which is unusual btw because I've never experienced that before - am i allergic to something? i have no clue.
I just started week 6 of Dianette and I'm impatiently waiting for improvements...what is supposed to happen, anyway? I looked at loads of people's reviews but all I seem to read is a sudden 'miracle' turn around at month 4 or some as early as 3 (which I would love btw) but I'm getting bored of waiting. I've never been good with waiting. I think I'm just ranting. I literally need to get it out of my system because I pass a mirror and think how beastly I look. Damn, Time is a fickle thing.
so yeah, that's my rant for the day...