So I have cut out all sugary foods and still I am getting new hurtful acne. I am so lost and hurt. Acne is the worst thing that has ever happened to me, fact. It has changed who I am, how I live, how I am with people. My forehead acne hurts so much. And my cheeks are hurting so much also. I look at the gallery pictures of some of you who have posted pics of yourself and seriously, your acne isn't at all severe, just a few red spots here and there and you think your at breaking point. Once you have acne so severe and ugly and hurtful as mine, then I will understand. I just wanna punch everything in sight, punch everyone who looks at me. I feel like I just wanna peel all my skin off my face. It has destroyed my face, If i do eventually get rid of it, I will have scars. I don't even pick or pop my spots anymore.
I just want this over with now. I am supposed t be at University again today, but once again I don't wanna go. All the people who talk about getting rid of acne make it sound so god damn easy, about cutting back on sugar, sticking to a certain diet, doing this, doing that, and I think to myself why can't i just live my life as i want to and not by a certain rule. Eat whatever the hell i want to. You only have 1 life and my is getting ruined. It is so hard for me to try and not eat anything shitty and pay for these expensive foods like people suggest when I have no money and live alone and am so skinny because of acne, and everything I have cut out.
Please just make it go.