This is my first blog post about my condition and I am praying someone helps me. I am 19 and my acne is at its worst. All over my face with scars left right and centre. I am at university and i can't even go outside! I seriously need help! I honestly cannot cope with it anymore. I see people with clear skin every fucking day! Eating shit after shit every day!!! still they have clear skin. I know people that do not wash very often, oh perfect skin! What's with it!! They seriously need to make this an epidemic, because i like many other young people cannot cope with anymore. I am young, i should be living my life to the max! I dream of haveing no acne, styling my hair, wearing certain clothes, meeting people without having to always look away.
I used to be so confident without any acne at all. then when i turned 18, it just wouldnt stop coming and spreading! What am i doing wrong! I have cut out dairy, bread, most sugar all though it is hard because most food, even healthy foods contain sugar. I do not have a facewash regime because i simply cannot touch my face. All i have is sudocrem which doesnt help, and i take 4 tablets a day of a supplemt called pantothen which hasnt helped at all!
Please, if my acne doesnt get better soon, i dont know what i'll do. I need it to go!
Hopefully someone can see this and just tell me what i should do. I am going back home in a week and i am going to start on cetaphil facewash and moisturiser, see if that helps. I also want a face cream for the acne to see if that works, but im not sure what! Please help me.