I'm not sure how I can still have faith in this after my skin has been breaking out for 2 weeks worse than it EVER HAS IN MY LIFE. But, somehow, I do. I believe in it. Some people purge for months. I need this to work. I can't give up. I'm so scared to keep going with this, wondering if it'll ruin my skin completely. But I'm also scared to stop it, knowing that nothing has ever worked for me before.
I'm thinking about doing a clay mask after OCMing now. Pores are open, toxins and gunk should be loose and brought to the surface, maybe the clay mask will help suck them all out and minimize breakouts.
It's hard to know what to do. I can't know what to do I can just do my best, wait it out, pray it improves. Because if this doesn't work then my acne will have gone from mild/moderate to moderate/severe. I just want clear skin for marriage. I just want what it seems every other person has. A normal face.