I'm being really impatient with accutane. i keep saying to myself come on its only been eight days but it seems to be dragging so much!! literally the only "side effects" if you could even call them that is my slighttlyy drier hair and slightly drier lips., as well as abit of an initial breakout. i feel like last time the side effects hit me straight away - after only a few days i felt exhausted teary and weak, which in hindsight i would not like to experience again but at least i felt it hit me. i'm terrified that it just wont work this time or something. im terrified that it will work but a yearn later ill be back around to where i am again now. I completley forgot what it was like to have bad skin the year and a half i was clear - at first i was so elated and loved looking in the mirror and thinking " i dont need foundation today". or going on holiday and not worrying about my make up coming off in the pool cos i didnt need to wear any. or going to foam parties and actually goin in the foam cos i didnt have to worry about my skin looking awful. i've always been confident towards other people but having clear skin made me feel so much better about myself no staring in the mirror or hesitating on plans with friends or feeling like people were staring at me because of my skin. i'm begging to get back to this
i just have to be patient. i would advise anyone who is on the end of thier tether with thier skin and that is hesitant about accutane to just go for it. whats to lose?