So I've found that wearing coverup on my acne makes me feel a little bit better. I have had about 3 meltdowns this week over various things regarding my skin, and I am stopping myself right now for a matter of reasons.I have been looking back on old photgraphs on my skin a few years ago, right before I went on accutane,and right after. The results were fabulous, and therefore I am forcing myself to believe that they will be just as good when I'm done accutane my second time, especially because I will be on a higher dose.I have no right to feel sorry for myself considering so many other people in the world have much worse problems then I do, things that can't be changed, and I am lucky enough to have my problem potentially be removed forever. I think I am doing better with trying to be optimistic, but these mood swings have been very stressfull. It has taken quite a toll on my relationships with my parents especially because it tires them out to see me miserable all the time. I am just going to focus, for the next 12 days, completley on how excited I am for my medicine, knowing that every day I am one step closer to having beautiful skin, and a normal life. I am not going to pick my face, and I am going to drink alot of water. I'm going to get excited, buy cetaphil face wash, cera ve moisturizer, and a shitload of aquaphor for my lips, and know that I am a good person despite how acne has affected who I am. I will let this make me a better person, and help other people who have gone through it too.