You know those moments when you simply forget all the pain and sadness you have harbored because of your skin? It's kind of nice. These next 2 weeks are dragging by so painfully slowly. If I could have 3 things in my life happen right now I would just stay home the next 6 months, sleep, eat and take my accutane, recover and emerge as a new version of myself. That would be wonderful. I wish I could just pause life to fix myself and blend in with it more.